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Saturday, March 03, 2007
HELLO(:
HAPPY BDAY T ME!well on 1st march la.
1st marchokay that day was emotional for me. i guess expecting sth from someone n not receiving even a 1% from that person will LITERALLY crush you! thats wad happened. DEN, that very ppl i cared for SOO MUCH, didt put any effort
but wad de hell. i guess mayb jus mayb i don mean anything t em. haiz.
BUT
who made my day!
i shall list these ppl!
RACHELthank you! seriously i am TOUCHED! t e bottom of my heart! u gave me strength! shit im gonna cry. hehe. words are not enough for me t tell u how much u made an impact in my life! hahaha. thank you(: for being who u are. AINmy baby sister. ILOVEYOU la. haha thank you! i hav nvr rejected u as my sis n now i know why. haha. (: thank youAUDI, SHAHRUL, MING JIE, KAH HO, SOK HUY ETC.hahaha! thanks for being there!(:SELINA, ABI, VALO, JAS ETC.(: thank you for remembering! really just those simple words from u guys, makes my heart warmer(:H.Ahehe u know who u are. thank you(: HAFSAH, FATHIN, EUNICE, ZANNO, PEARLYNhey! thanks for still standing here right beside me for all this years. thats all i need from u guys. (but still how much i wish u guys know how much u affected me, but its okay.)THE REST!THANK YOU! from the bottom of my heart! ((:soo shall i summarise it? NEH haha.adam khoo!
another thing. HE MADE ME CRY LIKE OMFG. made me wanna vomit n my head was super heavy! i asked myself why of all days tday my bday it had t hav all this shit. n guess wad?
IT WAS A REALITY CHECK FOR ME! N I THANK YOU! haha. i shall n will rmb this day for e rest of my life!
2nd marchwell, mum came t e thingy. at least she came. all that was redundant.
she still dont see the picture. how sad. but at least i made an effort t change things arnd the hse.
that very words that shut me from opening t u for e very first time in my LIFE. everything is not bcos of $$. i DONT NEED $$$! seriously all i ever wanted was ur love, acceptance, PRESENCE!, n support. ive changed, cried like mad, cause i tot of how selfish n disrespectful towards u. when u were sitted at e hall were u even listening n doing ur part? ur just happy i am changing. but hav u? u jus shut me up like always...
it is going t be this way for e rest of my life?
i suppose soo...
where's 'my lovee'?? at 10:00 PM